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December 2010 is the last time I was on here. I almost forgot about this blog. Haha, it's a shame no one ever reads it anyways. Well, not really.. Cause I wrote pointless things. My last post.. I don't even know who I was talking about. I have all new guys in my life, which I could go on forever about.. but I won't for the sake of everybody. I've been stressed lately.. not even sure why. I'm only seventeen.. sadly. I want to be older. Right now. Jasmine and I have been talking about going to NYC after our senior year, cause we wanna live there, who doesn't? :p We're planning to save up a bunch of money and maybe visit for a few days.. or as long as we can. Hopefully this really happens cause that'd be amazing! Also, if  I get to go to England with my dad.. I will just die of happiness. Anyways.. yeah.. so many things on my mind! I wanna go swimming.. and i'm hungry.. and bored.. at least I have The Kooks to listen to. <3

life sucks .

I haven't been on my blog in 11 months . My life has been so hectic lately ; with friends , guys , and school . I don't even know how i've survived , it must be miracle . I don't really know what to do with my life right now . Im just confused about everything , and I have a friend going through the same thing . Not a fun experience . Right now im just reallly bummed cause of this guy I like . He has a gf , of course , what guy doesn't d: But I mean , I realllyyyy like him and I thought , we should become friends . But that didn't work , so im just gonna back off for awhile . khag;hbuvnbeauhsagbfhfbgh . It felt good to vent a little .

This magical place

So just yesterday my family and I went to the Avon Town Hall Park . While my parents played table tennis , my sister and I went on a walk around the huge pond . We came across this path that said , new unpaved paths . So we decided to walk up these paths , even though I was a little hesitant at first . So we get up the path a little more and we saw that it opened up to this huge field with 2 paths going seperate ways . And in the middle of the field was this medium sized circle of trees making a circle . Just as we started walking more down the path , we heard a noise that sounded like beating drums . And since my sister is obsessed with Pocahontas , she started doing indian calls . Eventually the path went deep into the forest and my sister went down it , since I was afraid and wasn't sure were it lead . So I started back up the path towards the circle of trees . A little less then halfway there , I heard my sister , deep in the woods , do another indian call . This time I was sorta freaked out cause I heard like a male voice do an indian call back . Im not sure if it was my imagination or not . My sister eventually came back , because the path was a huge circle . So when she got back , we went sorta into the circle of trees and it was just so pretty . Eventually we headed all the way back down the path , and as I looked back at the circle of trees and heard the beating drums , it truly felt magical .

My week

So I haven't blogged for awhile . My week has been pretty boring , okay not pretty boring , super boring . XP My bestie left me to go to Atlanta for about a week . And iv'e been bored outta my mind . I'm running out of ideas of what to blog about , so you should give me some .. ideas . lol .

Bitte und Danke(please and thanks)

xoxo

So I hung out with my sis(a.k.a Kary) this weekend . I will forever be afraid of apartment pools and the creepers at them . But swimming was fun , havn't been swimming since like .. 1835 . haha . So last night I had this awesome dream with the vampire from Vampire Diaries in it , Ian Somerhalder , a.k.a , Damon Salvator..the cuter of the brothers(right in the pic) . I got to hug him ..and he's soo cute :)) . lol . Anyways , yeah I know , i've been slacking on my blogging . Mostly because my life is not very exciting and theres nothing really interesting . Which reminds me , we need to accomplish these goals .

xoxo

Traveling

I wish I could travel the world . Take beautiful pictures of the Eiffel Tower , shop in the streets of Tokyo , and sip tea in a castle in England . I just wish I could be anywhere other than in the United States . We have no culture , no manners , and with a few exceptions , it's not the pretties place in the world . I just love the world , and different languages. But I ecspecially have a dream to go to either France , or Italy .. haha xD oh gosh , May 15 , 2009 , good memories . Wellll , yep , just thought i'd share this with you allll ... Kary .. haha .

xoxo

Warped Tour

So , I don't know if you all have heard of Vans Warped Tour . But pretty much , it's a bunch of the most awesome bands performing xD Some included are Anarbor , Ecscape the Fate , and Versaemerge .. which are all awesome bands . I really want to go to this . Mainly because

• Iv'e never been to a big concert




• Great music




• Guys .. haha




• do something crazy for once xP

So the tickets cost like 30 something dollars which I guess isn't that bad . But im going to have to do chores and random things to help out to pay my parents back . yay .. :p hmm , I don't really know why im sharing this with the world .. lol . But I just really wanna go . Anybody else going ?

Peace . xoxo