life sucks .

I haven't been on my blog in 11 months . My life has been so hectic lately ; with friends , guys , and school . I don't even know how i've survived , it must be miracle . I don't really know what to do with my life right now . Im just confused about everything , and I have a friend going through the same thing . Not a fun experience . Right now im just reallly bummed cause of this guy I like . He has a gf , of course , what guy doesn't d: But I mean , I realllyyyy like him and I thought , we should become friends . But that didn't work , so im just gonna back off for awhile . khag;hbuvnbeauhsagbfhfbgh . It felt good to vent a little .